January 2011
4 posts
I need you to know this
Please listen because I mean these words that I will be saying. I can’t. I can’t do this anymore. I feel like we haven’t done the real break up thing. We’re still doing things we’re used to doing like praying together on the phone before we sleep, texting in the middle of the day, talking at night on how our day went. Though I haven’t been doing the talking much...
December 2010
3 posts
Just something
December 30, 2010
I don’t wear our rings anymore. I’m not sure if the family noticed. Maybe they have. Does it matter? I can’t be sure. My aunt asked me if I have a boyfriend. I said I was looking for one. I could laugh at that but I can’t right now. This frustrates me. I’ve just been out of a 7 year relationship. I hope someday I find love and happiness again.
A poem
December 30, 2010
In a place I’ve gone to since high school In the mountains, zigzag road, cliffs and fog Chilly night, goosebumps on my skin Walking up, down, on stepping stones Grass creeping on the edges Orange flame dancing on firewood Radiating warmth and light Burst! Crackling sound You’d think it would soothe me But no Alone. Wishing ther was someone to walk with Even just a...
On vacation
December 30, 2010
I guess you just get lonely sometimes. It sucks to be out of town with family and yet you still feel alone. I enter a place and do a look around wondering if my special significant other is somewhere in the same place. Maybe we’ll only find out in the future that we had crossed paths once but only didn’t know it then. I wish it would be like that. There’s ...