The deepest blues are black

Ugh. There’s thing thing happening. I shouldn’t be checking on Facebook if this person is online. Ack. I mean.. just.. this shouldn’t be happening. It’s not right. I don’t want it. But I still do it.

I hope it’s only because he’s the only guy around. Grrr. And I was supposed to meet him the other night but we ended up sticking with our own friends. Oh well. Whatever.