Mending

In the end, everything works up to mending,

The boat stitched to a split of ocean finally arriving,

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On a shore neither fire nor a spread of sorrow.

The sky blended into its water shadow, we admire

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The quality of light as it anoints our shoulders,

Our self-chosen names surfacing to our throats.

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Shattered, smoldering, unhusked, fully exhausted,

Our lives surprise us, how they managed to inflict

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A skeleton of order in the world, the great undoing.

Oh, how we want to laugh, with tears in our eyes!

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How we want to throw the pages of history,

Gather them again with respect to ther new form.

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How we want the hours to ebb and shudder, determine

And rinse their own landscapes, undo the weave

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Of memory, and not persist in hard dissembling that

Had become familiar, as we took one heavy drag

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Of air after another. Having lost the desire to breathe,

We come to a clear taste of the long-delayed eternal.

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My tongue versed with ten thousand languages,

I repeat your each and every word, the syllables intact.

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We hurt only as a matter of whimsy.

In our current state, love and hate interlock

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Into a single, unbreakable ring. Our bodies,

Their imperfections and injuries healed, have urged

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Our souls from the depths, now hovering

On our shoulders like wings. We have not aspired

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To be good, and yet look at us, unwhitholding.

Your heart, sea-tossed and battered among the living.

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Is now as miraculous as mine, self-sufficient,

Suffused with light. We are sustained through God’s

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Shining umbilical cord. This is the true democracy,

The civilization of long-lost companions.

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Written by Carlomar Arcangel Daoana