Hard truth
I still love her and that’s the truth. It became more real when I was talking to Hiyas about it. I was unveiling what we had and it made things more real, the emotions almost tangible. I miss her so much. I thought I was holding up fairly okay and that’s how I’d made it out to my friends too, but in reality I’m yearning for physical companionship. I’d like to be held in her arms, to feel the pressure on my chest, to be kissed and stroked on every inch of my skin.
I’m yearning for touch. And it’s so damn lonely.
