Dating
The fact is I am lonely. A couple of nights ago I dreamed that I had my head rested on a guy’s arm while lounging on a sofa. We were watching something like in a lounge or some public place. It’s the first time I dreamed about something like that.
Last week this guy I know was in one of my dreams. For some reason he refused to pay me any attention, which is what is happening in real life but we usually only see each other every 3-4 months anyway.
Man I do feel lonely. I am in a 4 or 5 star hotel for the night but I still feel this way. Maybe cause I’m also in the city where I said I’d visit my friend while he’s at work but I never did. There’s guilt of course but I made a promise to my friends that I wouldn’t be the first to ask to see each other. Sigh.
It’s not like it’s him I’m looking for anyway. There’s no one in particular really but I sure would like to date soon. I don’t think I’ve ever gone on a date in the traditional sense. But boy would I love to. I don’t mind if I have to go on a date with a few guys before I find a boyfriend. Sheesh I’d like for this to not be about guys but these are the things I cannot usually write or express where others know me.
Dating. That sounds so good and tempting.
