What is down?
That’s me. I don’t like that this Tumblr account is filled with my issues, but it’s precisely why I made this. It’s my only outlet while the other is my everyday blog and where people know me.
I’m learning that time is the only way I can move on from my previous relationship. I have to let time run its course so I can feel okay again. The problem is I don’t know when that time is. I’m impatient. I want to smile again. Feel that I’ve just lived and no longer staring into space and often thinking, feeling heavy.
I went walking/jogging again with my guy friend on a Sunday afternoon. If anything, it made me feel more lonely. This is going to be pathetic, but I’ve been thinking, why hasn’t anyone asked me out yet? Even for just a movie? I’m dying to see a movie. It’s so simple and common but no one has asked me. Blah.
I’m turning 23 soon, I’m single, on a new job and looking for companionship. Hello pathetic.
But don’t get me wrong, I have a wonderful life. It’s the “love” aspect that isn’t going well, and that’s what gets blogged here.
