The deepest blues are black

How do I know it is the end of something that was truly wonderful?

I often find myself in deep thought, contemplating my emotions.

I’m not a lonely person. Not until this year. I’m not doing anything about it because I feel the time will simply come when I realize I’m no longer lonely. I suppose there really isn’t anything I can do about it except go through my everyday as best as I could. I try to focus on work, no matter how uninteresting and routine it can get. I’ve been spending more time with my siblings - I really enjoy that.

Sigh. Boy am I in a rut!